This week I made a trip to the Pergamonmuseum in Berlin. It was very nice, although I expected it to be a lot bigger than it was. After the museum I went shopping and bought some nice clothes.
As you can see in the title of this post, I am still working very hard on practicing my Arabic skills. It’s getting slightly better, but there is still a lot of work to be done. I want to become really good in Arabic and this takes time.
This week was very nice, cause I had a lot of free time and a lot of opportunities to think about my future, make plans and everything. Next week my dance courses start again. It was nice to have a break of them.
I reconsidered my future and I decided to not only become a web-developer, but to also study Python. That is a very mighty programming language and it will give me more possibilities to make money online.
I want to become a freelancer and travel the world. I will start by registering for couchsurfing and make a first trip in Germany and then in Europe. My ultimative plan is to go to the Middle East. Dubai, Jerusalem or Istanbul are places that attract me a lot.
I hope that I will be brave enough to fullfil this dream.
It is truly fascinating how much time and effort I put into pursuing and pushing my career as a belly dancer. My website has 120 posts and 26 pages and that is for the German part only. I also translated a lot of posts into English. On this blog I have 218 posts. Isn’t that a lot of work? How many hours did I spend creating content for those websites and now everything is history. How can I proceed without all of this being wasted?
Of course, I will leave everything as an archive for myself and everyone who enjoys watching the videos. But besides that? What can I do to somehow pursue an artistic lifestyle? Of course, I need a job to make money. But besides that I need an output for my creative energy. I feel that my motivation is coming back. I just need a way to reintegrate it in my life.
I have always loved working on my projects in my leisure time. That’s why I wanted to make it a full time job. But it didn’t work out. Now I need to find new ways to handle everything that I’m capable of. There are two things that I really want to do, but I don’t know if I have enough time to do so. The first thing is vocal coaching and the second thing is a tandem partner for learning Arabic.
What I already did was creating a mastermind group to help me achieve my goals. We have met one time till now and I hope that this will be a helpful institution. Besides that I am blogging on a daily basis and here of course every week. That is the plan. I would really love to be one of those internet famous people, but I don’t see that I can achieve this any time soon. I say internet famous because of this video. If you didn’t see it by now, do so. It is a must watch!
I always thought I was an easy person. Just being me. But people kept telling me, that I am complicated & strange. That it is impossible to understand me. After all that happened, I think they might be right.
But what’s the big deal anyway? Can’t I just be me? Can’t I just be strange & complicated? Why is it a problem to anyone?
I am not here to please anybody. I do my best to avoid people who try to “fix” me, cause I actually like being myself.
I am a simple person. I am not complicated at all. I just do what feels right to me. I don’t like to follow stupid rules.
Sometimes I make mistakes. That is good, cause then I can learn or improve something.
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