Yesterday I found a piece of your heart. I think you lost it in Berlin.
I have it in my pocket now taking it everywhere. It is safe with me.
It was lost and lonely, but I found it!
Actually that’s wrong! It is MY heart! I just wanted to share it with you.
I wanted to share EVERYTHING with you.
Now I will drop it in the lake. Maybe some day some one will come who can see it’s actual worth!
He will surely know where to find it!
I did it!
I feel so relieved.
I think I lost my mind in that dark room. But I feel so much better without it.
If you would never speak a word with me again I would still love you forever, because I love you for who you are and not for what you do.
When you left, the music stopped. Yes, it stopped. Now everything around me is silence.
You were my melody. I heard it all the time. I felt it from inside you.
Wherever I went, whatever I did, your music was with me.
It started when I woke up and was with me all the day. It even followed me into my dreams.
Now you’re gone and I am surrounded by silence. I can’t hear your heartbeat and I can’t feel your breathe.
It’s so quite. All around me is silence.
I am really afraid of butterflies! They are so pretty and fragile, moving freely through the air. Peaceful creatures who’d never hurt anyone. They scare me so much!
I am so scared that I might hurt them when they come closer to me! I don’t want to break their wings. I don’t want to destroy them. Whenever I see one, I try to avoid it and go far away!
My life would surely be more beautiful with butterflies. But I really don’t know how I could make their life any more beautiful. For them I’m probably just another roadhouse on their way to heaven.